friendlyROBOT

Ambivalence has become my life On the edge of day to night Saying I love him, then turning away Speaking to god, then denying his name I need to find a place to stand, Somewhere where I can grow and expand My knowledge of just one side
Instead of walking along the tightrope, divided, Allow myself to fall and be absorbed by One sole purpose, my true mind's eye My angel and devil play tug of war Trying to crash through the door And see what's behind, And there it is, opposites intertwined Time with fate, Gay with straight, It's all grey, Like the color of my hair, For the anxiety I bear Has taken a toll But I've finall

The big lady said don't cross this line Well I stepped right over, and still I'm fine Living, breathing, walking, talking I didn't know experience was such a crime A crime of passion -  I guess you could say Passion for every bit of life that comes my way Blooming flowers to sky scrapping towers The world is my oyster today So step aside Mrs. Man You've been in my way since this journey began And I've had enough of your no's and cannot's Just let me enjoy my new tan Cause we all gotta go one way or another And I refuse to go out like my mother Playing it safe her whole life through I'll die on a edge, just like my brother

The rain trickles down My face against the wet glass Soaking in new birth